I never asked for anything. I decided a long time ago that I would never put another question mark at the end of one of my sentences. I felt that if I really needed something, I would get it without asking.
But then, I fell in love with you...
I was telling you I loved you long before I really did. It felt good having somebody care for me how you did. I didn't feel so alone anymore. I felt as if you were a part of me. You know that sappy saying... I wasn't whole until I met you, and now I don't want to be just a half again.
I rode for you, I was your 'rhyder'. Even when I didn't completely agree with the cause, I still fought for it. I left old friends if they didn't measure up to your standards (not exactly something I regret). I made new friends if they did.
We decided together, that we were meant for eachother. And I still believe it. I do believe that if we work hard enough, we can overcome every problem we face.
But I'm still upset.
I don't want to be around you if all we do is fight. I look back on the last few months and I hate us. I hate us for looking so weak when I know that we're the strongest relationship I know. I hate us for letting the little stuff get to us. I hate arguing with you, unless there's really a valid point to debate. But it seems there never is.
If you were anybody else, I wouldn't come back to you. You know its enevitable. Though I don't want to be with you right now, its not like I would think of being with anybody else. Just give the space I ask for, and baby, we'll be alright.